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Sydney/15/CT
I like stargazing and french fries and food in the shapes of animals. This is me
Anonymous asked: what makes justin different from the rest?

There’s a lot of things. Everyone has certain qualities that they’re drawn to along with different personality types they get along with. I just feel like Justin and I are a perfect match for eachother. We can be goofy but then at times be very serious when needed. I can talk to him about anything and he makes me laugh without even trying…and I hope I can do the same for him haha. I just love being around him and all that cheesy stuff blahblahblah, there’s just something about him.

I usually dont write poems but idk

The rain slowly falls
as does my mood
along with my eye lids.
My mind shuts off,
I draw a blank.
I lose conception of space
and become lost in an
unfamiliar world.
Everything becomes so foreign
but I don’t stop myself
from adventuring.
With each drop
I become more evolved within myself.
The dull blackness 
soon swarms with thoughts
that I’ve wished to ignore.
Every worry seems to sit and simmer like a puddle.
I don’t know what to do
or how to escape.
I close my eyes
tighter,
hoping to escape from this prison I’ve created for myself.
I try to escape the dark walls that Ive built up around.
I’ve been here before,
all rainy nights I travel to this prison.
The more you visit,
the harder it is to leave.
The more you visit,
the more the worries begin to
grow
and strengthen
into steal chains
holding you down
and keeping you hostage.
What can you do but wait,
wait for the rain
to either rust away the chains,
or to swallow you whole
in an ocean of tears.